My roommate has a truly screwed up system of how he decides to call people, "friend."
He has one best friend. Fine. That makes sense. However, everyone else is not a FRIEND, but either an acquaintance or a "close acquaintance." I fall into the "close acquaintance" category. This is the most retarted bullshit I've ever heard!! Now granted, during my depression kick, he was very caring and said, "I just want my roommate to be happy." Very nice and sweet, and all.
However, I'm just ready to disappear for a day. I just want the world to worry about me for once. Yes, it sounds extremely selfish. Maybe even childish. However, I want to disappear and want no one to find me for a day. I have decided though that I'm going to put up my wall and separate myself from my roommate. I'm going to strictly be a roommate and nothing more. I don't want to chat to him about his life to me, because that's what FRIENDS do and I'm just not a friend. I'm a "close acquaintance." I need a wall built so I stop hurting myself. I thought that my roommate and I could hang out and do stuff together. Although we do, I'm not an intregal part of anyone's life and it sucks!! I just wanted someone to pal around with. Whatever. It ain't happening and the wall is going UP!!
Dorky people piss me off. Little things are setting me off here and there tonight. One of my friends who comes into work got pissed off at me because she's a miserable person when it comes to the holidays and she says that when it comes to Christmas, she considers herself Jewish. She's not Jewish, what she's stating is that she doesn't celebrate Christmas. She said she doesn't celebrate Hannukah either. I told her that I didn't care if she celebrated Kwanzaa, she didn't have to be miserable. She said that I said that because she was black. She said she was joking and I think she was. However, that's not a funny comment to make and she pissed me off. She didn't piss me off because of the comment, it's because she went on and on and on and didn't shut her mouth. She came back in to talk about it, but she wouldn't listen to me finish so she left. Whatever. I don't have time for that crap.
Roommates and retarted customers. Whatever. Adios, world.